Date: Tue, 9 Feb 1999 19:31:36 -0500 (EST)
From: Marsha Faizi <mfaizi-AT-rbnet.com>
Subject: The Very Fine Art of Humiliation


Jean Dragon wrote:

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>	=C0 te lire, d'=EAtre humilié, bien entendu! But here, talk is...
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>	Au revoir, ceci était ma derni=E8re participation =E0 cette liste.


Well, yes, I do have the talent of humiliation. How deeply do you wish to be
humiliated? Do you want only the pink pussy type of treatment or are you
more interested in something involving black stiletto heels?

You should keep in mind that it is an honor to have yourself humiliated by
the Force of Faizi. Luke Pellen has begged for it for months and I still
have not humiliated him and he is not the only one. There have been many.
There are many.

(To be honest, Luke, the thought of me humiliating you is too much akin to
child abuse. I just cannot bring myself to do it.)

The complete humiliation of a man takes enormous energy on my part. Enormous
energy. I have never accepted payment for my service. I have always only
performed the task for the pleasure of so doing. In this manner, it is
assured and understood that I am always in charge; that I am always in
complete control.

Jean Dragon, I am always in charge. I am always in control. You have no say
at all in anything.

There is nothing that you can give me, Jean Dragon. I would never accept any
sort of gratuity from a louse such as yourself. From such a height as I can
climb, I spit on your gratuity. I spit on your gratitude. You are less than
vomitus to me.

I have been medically advised that I should become a dominatrix. Even my
medical doctor recognizes my rare talent.

Ariosto mentioned that you are fond of psychoanalysis. Given your experience
in psychoanalysis is there any special tact that you want me to take? Do you
see me, as a figure of control and authority, more as mother or father? I
can do either role.

Perhaps, you would rather not specify but would rather leave it up to me.
Often, this works out rather well and, as I hit upon your tender spots, I
can become sensitized to them in order to draw you out more. This becomes,
then, a collaboration between artist and subject. As I know your pain, I can
find your pain. The more that your pain becomes obvious, the more that I can
probe it.

This is the selfless art of a dominatrix and it is not unlike portraiture.
When I am finished, I will have a deeply contrasting and richly revealing
composite of your pyschological face. In this way, I will come to know you
as no one has known you and, certainly, in this way, I will also have a
better idea of my own psychology.

Such is the reward of my art.

I look forward to the beginning of our friendship, Jean-Jacques Dragon. I
think that it can be mutually rewarding.

Always,
Faizi