From: Ariosto Raggo <df803-AT-freenet.carleton.ca>
Subject: Re: our myth
Date: Fri, 5 Mar 1999 02:12:36 -0500 (EST)


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> Ariosto Raggo wrote:
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> >You know how independent she says she is. 
> 
> Independence, for me, Ariosto, has been a forced issue. I did not set out
> that way. Think that it did not hurt to get that way? It hurt plenty.
  
  Stacey is in bed, that's for sure and you are still up just when I'm
on my way to do with stacey a little more...well, you know. I'm not in
a visual mood right now but I have gift for you. It's a bottle of pills! I
hope you like it, it will do wonders for your episodes, hysterical tantrums
and such. Inside of them is a silver potion that cures and sickens,
that makes one sad of having more of the same and happy for the change
of heart, soon nothing is stimulated and everything grinds to a halt
and your dying inside me, oops, wrong gender. I mean you are becoming
food for the worms. That's not sexy and nice, let's try again... I mean  
your fading into my arms my angel, that's it, that's what I really
wanted to say you blind fool. Funny thing about language, it knows how
to embrace. 


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> >She doesn't need to be
> >stroked Don and yet she can be such a cry baby, 
> 
> Yes, the blood drains from my face. There are times that I would love to be
> stroked but I do know the price for that and I am not willing to pay it.
> 
  You stubborn woman. How could you know anything? You never have had a
sense of binding obligation come what comes otherwise you wouldn't be
saying this in your lack of courage. You weren't strong enough to hold it
all together in a tight embrace.

> >not that a good cry is
> >bad. She is getting it and she claims she doesn't just to get more. 
> 
> You want me to stop, Ariosto? I can stop and I can stop cold. Just like that
> and, no matter how you might cry, as you cried for Lucio, I can stay
> stopped. You want iciness again? You want dullness? You can have it. I can
> promise you that. You may have your list precisely as I found it in
> January--lifeless.
> 
  Oh my god, his name his name is coming up again, you think you know
the strenght of my attachement to you don't you? Yes, it was lifeless,
*but* Stacey has sparked it off. It gets icy again, or may it's just
the weed, but the action is never dull.

> >I have
> >known women like that. Insatiable, always asking for more.
> 
> I think that it is a lacking in you that you are so short-sighted. But that
> is all right. Your short vision will serve you well.
> 
  It ends right here. That's how short it is. I'm unpacking right now.

> You want to be rid of me, you can be rid of me. Just like that.
> 
  You are going to haunt me for ever, no, that's not sexy and nice...You
are going to be in my memory after only two months and nowhere else,
not in the hope of a future post, clearly nothing. I just knocked on the
screen and it sounded pretty real.

Ariosto
> Faizi
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