From: "fili houtman" <filihoutman-AT-hotmail.com>
Subject: Re: dear one (or the mystery of eldorra)
Date: Wed, 09 Jul 2003 01:44:25 +0000


i have been to avelanche. its the part of normandy where the us first 
division has sent thirty two tanks of which only five escaped from germany 
fire. in 44 sixth june. it d-day.

you have to see hohama beach and the little flowers. the vegetation is cool 
what. nice. i have filmed a bit. then i went to take the car also and went 
to hohama monument, near which was I hoping to find some food. it was 
already ten thirty, and the weather told me in english: siw wwe do not sewve 
food .!!

so long, i took three coffee. there was a weirdo at the table who said: 
"very nice music", etc, i am bored i am not pretending to be able to write a 
novel of course, what captured my attentio on the return trip, was that on 
the free way, i suddenly intensively started associating impression, with 
marcel proust. then i only noticed that we wre passing near cabourgh and 
trouville. all the reminiscence of marcel (because he captured the essences 
of the place, maybe what they guattari und deleuze call the eternal 
haeccittyyees) well Proust was so insistent my UNCONSCIOUS was made 
reactivated , i donno what or how to explain but tomorrow i go there back. 
any one should come to see this place. its such crazy. and i am not 
exagerating at the contraryily. its pretty crazy i wonder what would gilles 
deleuze in diff and repetition would have saith about this, what number of a 
synthesis of time was this. it also made me reeavluate what dg say about 
Proust being an animal in atp. they are wrong, he was not that concerned 
about the self as an artist. it was all segundary i am sure now that i have 
lived Proust essays lLIVE by just coming back, and ONE century after, to, 
and in the romantic autosphere landcrazy scape. i also joked, with the 
control girl: did she read ever Proust, if even at school, i wuz wondering, 
did she, she who behaved so strangely when i f gave her the two thirty cent 
euro . when i stopped at the peage, she first smiled at me. innocently, i 
thought, you know i had brought the shabbat songs from judaica, and she 
might enjoy the same songs, you know, she smiled. then i gave her a nice 
word, i turn volume down i think then what happened but she didnot return 
the last smile or two that i havit give her.i was wondering if she was in 
the same phylum as proust described. but actually he didnot describe fifth 
class human citizens.. but wioth all the education they have in this country 
i am sure she MUST have read him. Proust.i know, its when i gave her ten 
euros. she, i remember thinking, she must have thought, after all this 
cheeks is not that nice, she must be rich and snob.  its me i am psycho 
already in ohama beach i had filmed this afternoon these kind of specie with 
teeshirts and all, in a vacation camp. i thought they looked familiar to 
proust and they mixed so well in the vegetation.i waz wondering also about 
the d-day, if the marines had to escalade in this beautiful vegetation. it s 
so much more beautiful as in spielbergh movie or the famous one le jour le + 
long that they passed on rtl and a2 when i was five or six.ok i tell ya more 
tomorrow about trouville. inna if ya re still there asked me question!! i ll 
try to solve them in situ88!!!!!8ok byebye now�!�!ˆ�

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