Date: Sun, 2 Feb 2003 21:06:15 -0800 From: Kenneth Johnson <beeso-AT-pop.charter.net> Subject: the law of life appearances outweigh desires unless what one desires are appearances and then, and there, inside the appearance of appearances, the christian drug would be totally antidoted and life would return once more to center stage far more competently and less cowardly, there to act out its wondrous phantasms of reality inside the second act an act perhaps where all of the too too human emotions that can be emoted have been emoted and the residue of these emotes are all just variations in the ongoing conversation of varient life with other varients of itself, the inner ear as the ear of the other, or perhaps not perhaps instead, whatever will be willed tomorrow was always and already prefigured in the what is of the what was, of that which has been, or perhaps not but it is not to spend iotas of drone time listing all the ways life finds its reflexive way to reflective continuance through the veil of 'the word', essaying now, hope fullyed with this veil lifted - - - to x but only, merely, simply, to ask "as" life (and not ask as some "me" or "you" and as no thing else) of life as life to life, whether or no we man forms of it can essay life forward today, and try much harder than ever before this day today to find a way to act 'for life as life', and to always ask this in every spiritual breath we breathe? sadly, most folk think they are people and even think they are people persons and from this faulty premise they have somehow 'gotten'ed for their self "a right" to do whatever it is that personed people are wont to do so long as they don't hurt no other peopled persons, but 'o' my brothers lend me your uni-ear, hear "it" said "in" it, that you ain't not no way a people or a person and if u don't quit that artificialized shit of acting like "one", pre.tending yuwar some "individual" with "rights", even got given 1s, fuck life really wants to become conscious of itself as life, credo experto, and it approaches that state at here or there and on toward those rarest states of it that approach life as life and nothing else on the other wise artificial, and that is where the highest point in existence exists itself (at least as far as life as life knows, and if it (life as Life) knew anything higher than itself as itself that was really higher than itself, then i'd let you know, but in the meantime since life don't know about higher stuf outside its senses and the grammar that aids the sense making sense- - - It is certainly not what "you" want today, but what life wants today, but if you don't get rid of all the childish toys, the boyish bows and arrows now become nuclear tipped and which helped you to get civilized barely enough in various pockets to spend more time as life struggling toward the higher panoramic - - - - a place high enough to see where the grossest putrification of Life resides, a mass of sorely living flesh that in ignorance has stumbled ignore.antly along and got itself stuck in the sewer of existence, the crifasi's, the hemming's, the tudor's, the mystics every one, useless dross, throwbacks to life before it became conscious of itself as such through the animations inherent in the inanimate logos, these living abortions use that inanimate logos to thwart the strong animate life force merely to con.struct their massive sand castles and take up vast spaces of the planet and all meanwhile they unheed the life that needs to nurture itself in its rainforests with wild free unconvicted hearts with smogless minds under smogless skies. ============ our growth is being stunted by restrictions and rules made by idiots defending themselves against dark shadows that are only in their minds! and in the end anyway it was and is always perspective, it has always boiled down to perspective. ------------ it is to suddenly see and understand your self as uniquely alive and to see your self as uniquely living and from this under.standing and seeing, it is there, then, to begin to grasp that there is no self happening here, but only life, life that finds itself in a body that can see itself as a living body, and this body is where life is and nowhere else. Life knows things, it knows many things, for one, it knows what a thing is, how a thing came to be a thing, how the thing of matter formed by ages and luck into a unique uniself shape and form made up of the thing "Life", and it knows whatever you know because you are it, life, a most unique thing. now, and however and despite all nows, life finds itself alive with much promise and much threat around it. it is made of perishable flesh and runs itself on pure high octane instinct that threatens to explode without care given to the mixture ratios between its carbon based carburation that engines its existingness versus the logos that lies so effortlessly easy its images to create. it is not to seek out the cryptive as if it contained some magic elixer for an eternal racing on toward an eternal racing on, all as in the cow step of life, who eats all day long in order to get the energy it needs to eat all day long, for those were the times of life, those that had to be passed through in order to find the right body of recombinant genes that could deliver to it an order of arrangement called grammar. Life has now attained to the time of grammar, and has been busy with it for the last few thousand orbits around its mother star trying to find a road away from the gun and the physical conquest of its transitional "self" form of the eat or be eaten, kill or be killed, that had to be in order to raise it from the jungle to the path toward the seeable, the stars, away, far away, from the superstitious fear driven living abortions of some "church" thingy - - - scholasticized maelstromic addicted trembling aborters of life as life - - - all the muds and the gorgdors and the lemmings gone down in the flood where their own fault lines damned up the river of life as life and have now crested over the logic wall of the logos, inundated its ocean side with their sewage and its en attendent odor x --- from list heidegger-AT-lists.village.virginia.edu ---
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