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Date: Sun, 2 Feb 2003 21:06:15 -0800
From: Kenneth Johnson <beeso-AT-pop.charter.net>
Subject: the law of life



appearances outweigh desires unless what one desires are appearances

and then, and there, inside the appearance of appearances, the christian
drug would be totally antidoted and life would return once more to center
stage far more competently and less cowardly, there to act out its wondrous
phantasms of reality

inside the second act

an act perhaps where all of the too too human emotions that can be emoted
have been emoted and the residue of these emotes are all just variations in
the ongoing conversation of varient life with other varients of itself, the
inner ear as the ear of the other, or perhaps not

perhaps instead, whatever will be willed tomorrow was always and already
prefigured in the what is of the what was, of that which has been, or
perhaps not

but it is not to spend iotas of drone time listing all the ways life finds
its reflexive way to reflective continuance through the veil of 'the word',
essaying now, hope fullyed with this veil lifted  - - -  to x

but only, merely, simply, to ask "as" life (and not ask as some "me" or
"you" and as no thing else) of life as life to life, whether or no we man
forms of it can essay life forward today, and try much harder than ever
before this day today to find a way to act 'for life as life', and to
always ask this in every spiritual breath we breathe?


sadly, most folk think they are people and even think they are people
persons and from this faulty premise they have somehow 'gotten'ed for their
self "a right" to do whatever it is that personed people are wont to do so
long as they don't hurt no other peopled persons, but 'o' my brothers lend
me your uni-ear, hear "it" said "in" it, that you ain't not no way a people
or a person and if u don't quit that artificialized shit of acting like
"one", pre.tending yuwar some "individual" with "rights", even got given
1s, fuck

life really wants to become conscious of itself as life, credo experto, and
it approaches that state at here or there and on toward those rarest states
of it that approach life as life and nothing else on the other wise
artificial, and that is where the highest point in existence exists itself
(at least as far as life as life knows, and if it (life as Life) knew
anything higher than itself as itself that was really higher than itself,
then i'd let you know, but in the meantime since life don't know about
higher stuf outside its senses and the grammar that aids the sense making
sense- - -


It is certainly not what "you" want today, but what life wants today, but
if you don't get rid of all the childish toys, the boyish bows and arrows
now become nuclear tipped and which helped you to get civilized barely
enough in various pockets to spend more time as life struggling toward the
higher panoramic - -

- - a place high enough to see where the grossest putrification of Life
resides, a mass of sorely living flesh that in ignorance has stumbled
ignore.antly along and got itself stuck in the sewer of existence, the
crifasi's, the hemming's, the tudor's, the mystics every one, useless
dross, throwbacks to life before it became conscious of itself as such
through the animations inherent in the inanimate logos, these living
abortions use that inanimate logos to thwart the strong animate life force
merely to con.struct their massive sand castles and take up vast spaces of
the planet and all meanwhile they unheed the life that needs to nurture
itself in its rainforests with wild free unconvicted hearts with smogless
minds under smogless skies.

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our growth is being stunted by restrictions and rules made by idiots
defending themselves against dark shadows that are only in their minds!

and in the end anyway it was and is always perspective, it has always
boiled down to perspective.

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it is to suddenly see and understand your self as uniquely alive and to see
your self as uniquely living and from this under.standing and seeing, it is
there, then, to begin to grasp that there is no self happening here, but
only life, life that finds itself in a body that can see itself as a living
body, and this body is where life is and nowhere else. Life knows things,
it knows many things, for one, it knows what a thing is, how a thing came
to be a thing, how the thing of matter formed by ages and luck into a
unique uniself shape and form made up of the thing "Life", and it knows
whatever you know because you are it, life, a most unique thing.

now, and however and despite all nows, life finds itself alive with much
promise and much threat around it. it is made of perishable flesh and runs
itself on pure high octane instinct that threatens to explode without care
given to the mixture ratios between its carbon based carburation that
engines its existingness versus the logos that lies so effortlessly easy
its images to create.

it is not to seek out the cryptive as if it contained some magic elixer for
an eternal racing on toward an eternal racing on, all as in the cow step of
life, who eats all day long in order to get the energy it needs to eat all
day long, for those were the times of life, those that had to be passed
through in order to find the right body of recombinant genes that could
deliver to it an order of arrangement called grammar. Life has now attained
to the time of grammar, and has been busy with it for the last few thousand
orbits around its mother star trying to find a road away from the gun and
the physical conquest of its transitional "self" form of the eat or be
eaten, kill or be killed, that had to be in order to raise it from the
jungle to the path toward the seeable, the stars, away, far away, from the
superstitious fear driven living abortions of some "church" thingy - - -
scholasticized maelstromic addicted trembling aborters of life as life - - -







all the muds and the gorgdors and the lemmings gone

down in the flood

where their own fault lines damned up the river of life as life and have
now crested over the logic wall of the logos, inundated its ocean side with
their sewage and its en attendent odor

















x




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