Date: Fri, 21 Feb 1997 14:46:26 -0800 (PST) From: Lakshmi Gopinathan Nair <lnair-AT-uclink2.berkeley.edu> Subject: Re: i want to curl up and deny Radhika, How did you know? How do invisible "others" speak the mind I vainly called mine? talking to a computer is sort of like talking to God. whose face we can only imagine but never see. only the vague shape/outline of our own reflected face in the screen covered with words we think we own. Connecting and disconnecting with our other/selves which is not-self. expanding? or erasing? embracing or denying? I want to deny too. I want to lose myself in soap operas and cigarettes... into the worn and familiar blanket of brainwashed passivity instead of sitting here and writing something that may turn around and bite me. Because that unknown face that unseen eye of judgment terrifies me But I love it all the same.
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