Date: Wed, 19 Nov 1997 18:34:13 -0500 (EST)
From: cyberdiva <radhik-AT-bgnet.bgsu.edu>
Subject: i sit here and wonder


i sit here and wonder

in retrospect
i am terrified...

what was i *thinking*

to expect to be heard

but in a odd way

i was

but
what was i *thinking* doing what i
did

what is still to
come?

i sit here and wonder

while amonkar
sings
me
from my text filled
screen


i sit here and wonder
knowing there is that
last
stretch to cross

the last few feet

i'm almost there...


and then what?

and *then* what?

ah what was i thinking indeed...



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Radhika Gajjala
Assistant Professor
(Multimedia, New Technologies)
316B West Hall
Dept of Telecommunications
Bowling Green State University
Bowling Green, OH 43403

(419)372-0528
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		?	"I thought fiction was fiction		?
  		?	it is theory				?
  		?	i thought theory was the solution	?
  		?	it is practice."			?
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		?		- Ruthan Robson			?????????
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"When one says `writing,' it means... kind of structuring the limits of the
power of practice, knowing that what is beyond practice is always
organizing practice." - Gayathri C. Spivak
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	"Thus every writer's motto reads:

*mad I cannot be, sane do not deign to be, neurotic I am.*" - Roland Barthes
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