Date: Sat, 8 May 1999 09:12:53 -0400
Subject: after a while


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just measure flitting an other character sitting there ever with her eyes focusing if not squinting a little riddle striving to see about an alias or two that is that impinging distance of difference implying inferiority she suffered not less but more now that she found herself lost in the thinking about it and lost in the thinking about thinking about it and around it but not through it that is in sum avoiding it indeed many many individual and unique avoidings of it others born in large numbers by/per/purrrrr the smallest unit of time when multiplied many times by itself-extended progeny she found herself bound to this kind of loss of herself which she could never see herself beyond or without its redundancy its dance re-done the same search relaxed/relapsed that the same is always different like this time of all the times she went to get herself a drink of water












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