Date: Sat, 12 Jan 2002 08:40:00 -0500
From: radhika gajjala <radhika-AT-cyberdiva.org>
Subject: Re: missed period



dare i say

the lag is there


                                        i was unable to articulate the lag 
                                                the gap

                                                constantly trying to read
all your articulations for what was left unsaid

                                                        by everyone

                                                                by me

catching at high speed was not an option

but the attempt was sincere

living at the speed of light wears the soul out

but

the attempt must be made

as we bordercross

in places

not so legitimate

before or now....

                                        but have we healed or wounded further?
                                                        only time will tell...


lost connections
re
connected...

lost connections
dis
connected...

                                                        i am left with
memories, snippets of told and not-completed histories and secrets
                                                                        phot
ographs here and there snatched

the lag is more obvious as i return
re
turn

speeding up time to catch up with the everyday of my life

back in this 

home




                                but really was it that long? 
        

                               
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Radhika Gajjala
Bowling Green State University

http://personal.bgsu.edu/~radhik
http://www.cyberdiva.org
http://lingua.utdallas.edu:7000/4425/

"I am not erudite enough to be interdisciplinary, but I can break rules" -
Spivak, 1999.


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