Date: Tue, 22 Oct 2002 17:53:28 -0400 From: radhika gajjala <radhika-AT-cyberdiva.org> Subject: yes it is the 23rd tomorrow (for you it already is today....) another year has passed and I am still in emotional limbo - will not accept ... if i saw him last in cyberspace - last heard his voice through the machine... is this where I will find him? haunting always haunting me as i haunt him... through your words - through my own reflection - my greying hair and aging face... as his old friends' (all gone) children see him in my face with startled recognition this will not cease ... as I am him as my fingers threaten to ache.... as I was him the living must live with memories of not having fulfilled the dreams of those that have passed this is the curse we live indeed the curse he too lived...? as from distances the news reached him one day.... this is my trishanku swargam I will find him in the moment between dawn and sunrise between sunset and dusk. in cyberspace he has been cremated by me his ashes are strewn in my words dust unto dust bytes unto vapor... this is my meditation this is my penance.... i must mark it in this non-space. Radhika Gajjala _______________________ http://www.cyberdiva.org
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